falling in love is supposed to be a good feeling, right? but maybe i must be cautious in love.. cause somehow i feel that my scope of the world becomes narrower, i become less rational when i'm in love..and spending less time with my parents and friends also bugs me.. for fear of making me upset, they dont say anything, and i pretend everything's ok..

my ideal relationship, hmm...in a few years time perhaps i'll tell you.. but i do know reality deviates from dreams..

holiday season, was supposed to meet alot of friends, but i fell ill.. so sorry that we'll have to wait some time to see each other again.. take care ya? enjoy the last few days!!